Destructive Behavior

My destructive behavior is throwing things away I deem to be clutter, useless, worn out or not wanted at that time. This isn't too bad, but it can cause an ounce of regret afterwards. My other destructive behavior is whitewashing my canvases. One down, three more to go. There are no photos or scans of the paintings. They won't be missed by me and I doubt others will miss any of them either. The only thing they may have served as is a testament to my progress as a painter. I don't even think anyone outside this house has seen the paintings at more than just a glance; they are that forgettable and vapid.